Saturday, July 6, 2013

Life in the Country



Living out in the country of a small northern town in Canada definitely has its benefits.   I love walking around the forest trails, swimming in the lake across the street, having backyard campfires, seeing snow-capped mountains from my window and taking the dirt bikes or four-wheelers up the old abandoned logging roads.  Living out in the country has its disadvantages too such as massive dumps of snow in the winter, power outages, lack of internet access, long drives to town, and moose eat all your fruit trees.  




The latest news around my neighborhood has been the coyotes.  We do get lots of wildlife on our land but the coyotes are a different kind of pest.  See coyotes like to eat small animals and have a special way of luring their next victims.  These sneaky little creatures camp out in hidden isolated areas such as the forest bush at the back of our property and begin to whine and howl with great volume as if they are injured or in danger.  The unsuspecting dog goes over to see what all the commotion is about to be swarmed by a mob of bloodthirsty coyotes. 

Lately we have noticed some signs around the neighborhood of missing dogs or cats which we have figured to have been caused by the coyotes.  Some of our neighbors keep shot guns by their doors to be ready for the first sign of the coyotes.  This has prompted our family to take extra caution and care to our little Morkie, Murphy by tying him up in the yard close to the house every time he is outside.  Murphy wouldn’t stand a chance against a gang of vicious coyotes and would end up as a side dish or appetizer for them.  Murphy is a little fireball of energy and would kill to not be tied up in the yard every time he is outside.  He barks like crazy and tugs at his chain with all of his little ten pound body when he hears the enchanting coyotes in the bushes.  Our family has a difficult time keeping this little puppy inside.  If we leave the door open a crack, Murphy slips outside like a rocket and runs around the neighborhood at a million miles an hour crying, “Freedom!!!”  We have found it a frustrating fight to get him back in the house or from getting him to stop urinating in the house.  Despite our best efforts at protecting him, Murphy still hasn’t learned that he cannot run free outside.  Sometimes we get so frustrated (usually after one of us steps in a puddle of urine), we want to give up, let him loose, and just let Murphy suffer with his own fate.  We love Murphy, he is a part of our family and even though he continuously rebels, we cannot upright desert him.


Doesn’t the enemy have a way of luring us into things that seem so attractive or the “right thing to do”?  He sneakily guides us into vulnerable places where we find ourselves the most weak and away from any sort of protection or comfort.  Despite others’ or our own precautions and attacks, we still find a way to slip out the door and run straight into the enemy’s trap thinking it’s the best thing ever.   Thankfully we have a Father that loves us and knows what is best for us.  Even though we continually rebel, complain of His warnings and precautions and do our own thing, God doesn’t give up on us.  Don’t you think He must be just little frustrated with us like when He steps in a puddle of our urine or can’t make it even more obvious of the coyote camping out in the bush?  Despite our failures and mistakes, we are His children and He loves us unconditionally with no bounds.  Our Father will keep picking us up from our mistakes and building us up stronger.


"Don’t let anyone under pressure to give in to evil say, “God is trying to trip me up.” God is impervious to evil, and puts evil in no one’s way. The temptation to give in to evil comes from us and only us. We have no one to blame but the leering, seducing flare-up of our own lust. Lust gets pregnant, and has a baby: sin! Sin grows up to adulthood, and becomes a real killer. 

So, my very dear friends, don’t get thrown off course. Every desirable and beneficial gift comes out of heaven. The gifts are rivers of light cascading down from the Father of Light. There is nothing deceitful in God, nothing two-faced, nothing fickle. He brought us to life using the true Word, showing us off as the crown of all his creatures."
James 1:13-18 (The Message)
  Peace and love

Tuesday, June 25, 2013

A Life like Miss Rumphius




It took a little while but I am back in my hometown of Terrace.  After another tearful goodbye to another wonderful community in Victoria, my dad came to pick me up and we caravanned for the two day drive up to middle-of-nowhere Canada.  Not much has changed in this slow-paced town, only a few new shops, and my youngest brother’s growth spurt and deeper voice (which is seriously throwing me off!).  It is nice to be back at home and stationary, not living out of a suitcase for the next few weeks.  
 
Since being back to Canada, I definitely have felt the “celebrity status” everywhere I go.  I see my face on people’s fridges, have had countless of hugs, a class of grade 2 students screaming in excitement at my return to Canada, (ya, that happened) and several free meals or coffees with many people so excited to see me. (HA! Imagine that!)  As much as I have been so grateful for all the “attention” for what I do with my life, I want to make it clear that I am no more special than anyone else.  I do what I do to share God’s love with those around me, not for self-glorification.  Anyone and I mean ANYONE who loves Jesus and wants to follow Him with all their hearts can do the same as me or more.

One particular place where I have more “celebrity status” than anywhere else is at the school my mom teaches at.  The neat thing about this situation is that these kids don’t just look at the things I do with my life and go “Well that’s nice.  Good for her but I could never do that.”  Instead, they were inspired to partner with me in my adventure to Africa through prayers and fundraisers.   It’s so encouraging to think that by me simply going to Africa, these students became more socially aware of the world around them.  Some examples of their compassion and kindness include:

- Daily prayers from the classes for me and the country of Uganda.  One teacher had to make a rule to her class that they could only mention me in their prayer time once a day!
 
-          - Many fundraisers in the form of bake sales and lemonade stands for the children at God’s Grace Orphanage. They raised over $700!!

-        -  One eleven year old boy who has made up his mind that he will be a missionary when he grows up.
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             - One teacher taking a year of absence to go teach in Cambodia (I think? don't quote me on that one)

Believe me this wasn’t because of anything I did.  Lord, keep me humble if I ever think that I have anything to do with this.  You can see how infectious God’s lovingkindess truly is and how He works through the relationships we have made in various communities to grow His Kingdom. 

Here I am at Veritas Elementary this week where I shared pictures, videos, songs, experiences, and a glimpse of my life in Uganda with the students.  


So I have a terrible obsession with children’s books.  It’s actually a problem. I can’t go into bookstores because I will always buy books.  Even the people who work there know me well enough to recommend me the latest and greatest of children’s literature.  Anyway, did you ever read the picture book  Miss Rumphius by Barbara Cooney?  According to my mom’s fourth grade class, I remind them of the character Miss Rumphius.  If you haven’t read the book, I’ll spare you the time.  As a little girl, Miss Rumphius’ grandfather instructs her to do these three things with her life:

1.  Go to faraway places
2.  Live beside the sea
3.  Do something to make the world beautiful

So as I sum up this blog post, I will leave you with this challenge to travel to faraway places to make amazing cross-cultural friendships, and see God in the eyes of another, live beside the sea because well let’s be honest, who wouldn’t want to live by the ocean, and do something, no matter how small or insignificant, to make the world beautiful. 

Oh and I forgot a song.  I will leave you with Oceans by Hillsong United

Peace and love

Monday, June 17, 2013

Hello, Goodbye



Hello Hello
I don't know why you say goodbye
I say hello


I'm pretty sure these lyrics ring true for almost everyone I have seen since being back in Canada.  Folks, it has been officially one week that I have been out of Uganda.  To say it has been hard to adjust back would be an understatement.  Sometimes all I want to do is cry which I almost did as I was sitting in a Starbucks in Vancouver and other times, I am just too busy and distracted to even think about where I am and what I miss.

As I left the international gate at Vancouver airport, my best friend and old roommate Elizabeth came running toward me.. actually I'm not really sure what happened... maybe I blacked out because the whole situation was so overwhelming.  It was so great to have her greet me there.  We then took the skytrain back to her new home in Vancouver.  Liz lives in a community house with TWELVE other housemates.  I tell you that this house is an incredible community of crazy Jesus loving young adults and I had a lot of fun living with them for a few days.  A bunch of us from the house got all dressed up and headed to a live theatre downtown to watch the travelling Broadway show of "Les Miserables".  Being the emotional wreck that I was I almost bawled a few times watching it.  To me the characters were so real, their stories were so similar to those of some of the people I met in Uganda.  It was really hard being in Vancouver for those first few days.  My old roommate was not where I left her six months ago, and even though I was back in Canada, I didn't feel at home.


After Vancouver, I hopped on ferry back to my old stomping grounds of Victoria, where I have been living for the last five years.  As I got off the ferry, I ran into my friends that had got married while I was away.  Our conversation went like this "Did you just get back from Uganda?"... "Yes, and did you just get back from your honeymoon?"  Ya that was weird....  My dear old friends Sarah and Alastair Beddie then picked me up from the ferry terminal and took me for lunch on the beach by the ocean.  They both really helped me adjust and feel comforted as they listened to my a billion and one stories.  Funny part of the day was when we made a quick stop at my old university so we could see our friend Breanne at her grad ceremony and take a picture with her.  To think a year ago I was the one graduating and taking pictures next to the fountain at UVic with all of my classmates and now this year, I am fresh out of Africa, looking like a dirty hippie next to my two dolled up gorgeous friends as we take a picture together! WHO AM I?

That day continued its awesomeness with dinner on another beach with my friend Allyson (these people know the way to my heart is the ocean!!).  Again, she listened to my a billion and two stories about Uganda and then she drove me to pick up my car which is way out of town at my youth pastor's home.  They ever so kindly have been storing all of my things and my car for the last six months and it was so great to see their family.

As I drove back home, trying to get used to driving again on the other side of the road, it hit me.  In my first few days in Canada, I was devestated about leaving my friends in Uganda and my beautiful community there but then I realized something.  I actually have an equally wonderful community of caring and loving friends here in Victoria.  I am so thankful for this community as well but wait a minute, I AM LEAVING THEM TOO!!!  Oh crap!  Another week of goodbyes!  This sucks!

The next day, after the fiasco of having to install a new battery in my car, I went to visit my friends Matt and Jill at their home, and see how much their little boy has grown up.  I tell you Jasper is the cutest kid on earth and it was neat to see him developing his own little personality.  My friend Nicole and I then went for coffee, climbed up Mount Doug (well actually we drove to the top this time) and then heading to the Mustard Seed Street Church to help serve and visit old friends at the Saturday night street dinner.  In my time away from Victoria, I think I missed the Mustard Seed the most.  I was also quite worried that by me being away, some of the friends that I have made there might no longer remember me.  It was a great night as an older woman played the piano as myself and this little old French man, who always kisses the top of my head when he greets me, sang hymns and songs from My Fair Lady together, or when I got a tour of the place after the big renovations, or when I heard Alex's usual safety speech, and listened to Joker's new comedic routine.  It was a bitter sweet time having everyone so excited and welcoming to me upon my return but then at the end of the night, it was back to the farewells.

Sunday was yet another day of hello goodbyes as I visited my church in Victoria.  This community has been so faithful to me in prayer and partnership as I ventured to Uganda.  I seriously owe a lot of credit to their faithfulness in praying for me.  Because it was the one and only Sunday I would be able to attend at church, I shared a bit about my experience in Uganda and then what my next plans would be during the service.  It was so nice to be back there having Buck smack me on the back while saying "HEYA TEACH", have little six year old Natalie hold my hand during worship, having Edna tell me about her grandsons up in my hometown, and listening to the worship team singing the song I introduced as a worship leader right before I left.  It was very hard to say goodbye to them but I felt so supported and encouraged from my church community about my next steps.  My friend Kristan goes "Emily we are excited for you.  You are doing exactly what you are supposed to be doing."  The affirmation really helped!  After the service and then after many conversations with different church members, the young adults group and myself went for our traditional burritos after church.  Again, it was so nice to get a chance to catch up with some more incredible individuals that I so happen to be priviledged to call friends.

This morning I had a great skype conversation with my old roommate and amazing friend Hannah who is still in Uganda doing an internship with Watoto.  It was nice to hear from someone who I have been so close to over the last six months and it was comforting to hear about the familiar people and places as she filled me in with her life.  Today Nicole and I planned an adventure day.  I don't know if I ever will be living in Victoria ever again and there are some things I have yet to go see there.  For instance, I have never been to the huge tourist attraction of Butchart Gardens.  It was absolutely stunning with all the bursts of colour and perfectly manicured gardens.  We then headed out to Thetis Lake for a picnic, some sun-bathing, swimming and cliff-jumping.  It was so nice to be back at Thetis Lake.  I have spent a lot of time there hiking through the trails or swimming in the lake.


Exploring through Butchart Gardens



 Cliff-jumping at Thetis Lake!!

So all and all, I have experienced some change, found comfort in old familiar things, found it hard to be away from Uganda, and hated bidding adieu as soon as I was welcomed back.   However, I know things have changed and that my life in Victoria would be very different if I were to stay.  I know I'm called to bigger and better things in a new season.  It's just hard, that's all.

Peace and love